My girlfriend broke up with me the other day.
It was awful thing happened to me..
but the reason she wanted to break up is deservedly thing of me.
It means I was not her good boyfriend.
I just tried her to make fun, but we didnt have any serious conversations...
It was all my fault. I deserve for this.
Now im back in the single again,,,loney as hell.
I tried not to thing about her at this moment.
These day bad things happened to me a lot.
I got flat tire of my motor bike, I had to push it about 4km and crap.
My work time is getting longer and longer, it made me sooooooo much stressful.
My car stereo was just fucked up today, Have to pay about more than 10000yen to fix it, and I scrach my body because these stress...
I hope things will be changed soon.
Life is up and down,isnt it,,,,,damn i know im almost hitting a bottom.
Maybe I should say there is nothing to lose but lots to win insted...
Ganbaruwa---Thanks Amanda for giving me a great memory, and Im so sorry that Ive done for you...
Hang in there boy! Things will get better, and think, now you can go out with all those hotties that have been tring to get you :)
nei ... ken san ...
its a pleasure that u spoke to me abt this when i saw u online the other day .
Believe me its not that u are not good , or she's bad .. theres nothing wrong between u guys ... and i strongly believe those days when you were with her, the feelings you had for her is defintely true n real .. i dnt think u are just playing or fooling around ... noone will ...
Its just that in life somtimes in a relationship its either u sees the picture n realise shes not the one that fit into the photo or vice versa...
i rem once when my frend did ask me this qns: Do you really need to get those who hangout with you to be ur galfrend or you can actually treat them as gal-frends ......
well ..i believe someone who knows u out there will appear soon .... no worries ...
take care and hope to hear from u soon ..ganbatte yo ... ;p
hey ken,
chris & i both reckon you need to get rid of your gaijin-fever and get back into the local produce.
take care dude